on a brighter note i've started taking python seriously, i quit c++ cause i simply didn't have the motivation for it as i didn't enjoy it - i've also been feeling hella burnt out & my chest hurts from all this, but im scared that "taking a few days break" will ultimately lead to months and then...
I've enjoyed all our conversations, and I've enjoyed everything you've done over the years. I really love everything you've done and I've always looked up to you. Hopefully you'll stick around
Love ya dude, good luck with everything ❤
Oh, WOW that's a thing I didn't expect. I remember coming on the network and seeing you as a mod. Apparently you were promoted to mod just weeks before I joined the forums! I've always seen you as a mod and seeing you promoted to admin made me happy, you genuinely deserved it, and it became very...
I think the simplicity I was aiming for was because of my initial bias towards the emojis. I just, really hate them, I've always hated them in every discord server I've joined. It's like adding a stupid quirky font, it just makes it look worse. But besides that, giving it another thought, yeah...
No offense but it looks like a really terribly designed mess(I kinda changed my mind after a bit of looking around actually. I have mixed feelings though), you should keep the old format's simplicity, like, do you really need a category for every single language? (I just noticed there are also...
A really valuable quote I learned from this:
"You cannot now believe that you will ever feel better. But this is not true. You are sure to be happy again. Knowing this, truly believing it, will make you less miserable now." - Abraham Lincoln
Just wanted to say thanks to y'all for showing support and letting me rant out! <3
Typing my emotions and my thoughts really helps me understand them, keep track of them and be able to go back on this in the future. And the support shown in the last few months of me depicting my mental insanity...
With a stroke of luck I was able to find the right person and the right people. The right person helped set my mind straight, my focus towards what really matters. And with that I had regained hope, and with hope I can finally move on, and leave everything behind. That being said, I can go back...
It's finally time to move on. :)
I reached out to someone out of desperation, talked my heart out and was able to get help for my deepest issues. The hardest part of moving on was me having had lost hope.
Actually I've made a friend over Twitter and over the last 3 days I get an email for EVERY. MESSAGE. SENT. IN OUR. DMS. so i got enough of those, thanks
it sucks that all of this happened when i was fixated on this plan, and hopefully me cutting off all this dumb drama will help me focus on what's important again. i lost a lot of really good friends though and im not sure how to feel about that moving forward.
heyy, I've been okay. a lot of things happening, but I cut off the main source of drama in my life and I'm trying to move on from that now. :)
it's hard but it's time to just let go, and hopefully this change will help me get back on track on my initial plans to change everything and take back...
As of an hour ago, I have begun learning to code. Something I've been meaning to do for the last 2 years, but couldn't as depression had gotten the best of me . :)
Playing the guitar has been so therapeutic to me, the notes and the music just relaxes me so much. I'm glad I picked it up again.
Thank you once again. c:
As much as I know that my friends wanna help me out, I know the can't. It's a battle that I need to fight alone. It breaks me to have lost the most important person in my life but that ultimately was what motivated me to finally do something about my life.
Thank you for checking in and caring! It really does mean a lot now that I feel like I lost everything I had in my life, this means a lot to me. c:
Speaking of losing everything I'm also taking a break from like almost everyone I once knew because these very friends were part of my mental health...
Not necessarily game coding, but the language used for game coding can be really useful for the things I wanna major in. I've also been engaging in other parts of the internet, with people from my home country. I've been beginning to relate to people closer to me! And that's epic.
(well since we're having a 2 week lock down and corona, then I guess that ain't happening for a while ay? Home gym time!) Anyways, all this aside I have also wanted to pick up coding again, after stopping it for nearly two years, again, for the aforementioned reasons. And this time I'm doing...
I feel like I had reached my absolute lowest point yet, but once you reach so low you really start to feel more empowered. I have been starting to learn the guitar again after having stopped it 2 years ago due to depression and demotivation (CRAZY, right?), AND I wanna start doing a lot more...
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