Thank you everyone. My irl situation has gotten the worst of me. I didnt give up on this community. As soon as i can i will join back as a member. When everything is situated and i mature some more, even consider of applying again as a staff member. I just got access to the forums, im crying at these kind words. You all are amazing. I hope to be a part of this family again soon. -Gusduck911 -SoundTheNeko -Emily