You know me and I do stupid things, but I also kinda maybe sort of probably have even the slightest knowledge of what's right and wrong. I won't do that crazy stuff, but I just didn't know what to do. also, it may seems weird, but i wanted to be banned to be prohibited that I would get banned for any worse things. So ye, but I talked with Younisco and some other legendary people and it's going okay i guess. And everything goes on. (the only thing that should stop is the amount of incoming warnings) So yeah. also, really appreciated your message!!Hey dude, let's not go ahead so fast thinking about those unpleasant things.
I can't really tell that ''I know what you are going through'' since I obviously have no info about your situation right now but your posts seem really serious.
Whenever a lot of things just seem to be against you just give it a bit of time. Even a single day of time could release your stress or anything else.
Even if that's not enough give it a couple of other days. Just don't do anything crazy alright?