Maybe you have met wrong people, I invite you to meet us, we are the real and nice community. Don't listen to people who wants you to feel bad.
Welcome to the forum, have fun. We can help you when you have a doubt!! :D
-Jeff_San
Like Jeff said, not everyone is mean and salty all the time. There are members who are friendly and happy to help out, you just gotta find them! I thought the same as you when I joined this server, but after a short while I bumped into a few ppl, had a few laughs and now I'm a part of a group that plays together and helps eachother out all of the time. It's great!