Explanation and Apology...

[_The13thDoctor_]

Hey guys. I wanted to take time to write a pretty long post about a lot of stuff that's been going on recently and to explain some stuff.

So basically around beginning new years I decided to leave Cube because I was frustrated with some people and I wasn't really interested in playing that much. But after some time apart I couldn't stay away. No matter what happened I was still attached to this place and I love it here. I admit, I completely overreacted and I acted like a jerk then and before. I apologized for all of that. I know quite a few of you still dislike me and I get that. You have a good reason to. I have decided recently I will continue playing Cubecraft and Minecraft because honestly I got nothing better to do and it's really fun. I'm also writing this because I wanted to say sorry for anything wrong I have done to anyone here in the past. I'm trying to fix all that. I'm trying to change and be better about all that. Basically recently I have been pretty upset as home life is not ideal as I would like. School has been so demanding along with work it eats up most my time and it makes me miserable. A friend of mine committed suicide and a family member has cut off all communication and is in an unknown place. On top of all that within recent time, I have been in and out cycles of general sadness. I have also been experiencing many strong panic attacks and I have been having heart palpitations for a while now all because of a heart issue that returned. As of recently, I discovered my great aunt is dying and I can't see her or even speak to her. I feel like this place though helps me escape from all that and enjoy one thing I'm good at. Gaming. Right now I'm feeling better and I'm out of my funk, but I hope all of you can forgive me and if not then it's fine. I understand. But don't go harassing me or bullying me because it's not worth it and if you try it will cause problems. That's the last thing anyone wants's right now.

Again, I'm sorry I was a complete jerk now and back a long time ago. I'm sorry I left because I was mad. I'm trying to change myself and be better about all of this.

Have a good day everyone.

 

[Jevmen]

Sorry

 

[_The13thDoctor_]

Sorry

Why are you sorry? OwO

 

[Jevmen]

Why are you sorry? OwO

I mixed spanish and english, propably sound extrange, but is not a apologize

 

[SanCookie]

Well, everyone deserves a second chance, you're forgiven : )

 

[Dutudy]

I remeber when I joined CubeCraft I was so toxic but i've changed a lot actually as long I am here then I enjoy every second. And yeah everyone deserves a second chance.

 

[BringMeTheHorizon ♠]

sorry for anything wrong I have done to anyone here in the past.

Meh. I don't really care if you're sorry or not. Just don't be as childish, and overreacting over everything. And stop taking stuff, especially genuine criticism, personally. It's meant for you to improve, not to bring hate. (some people genuinely just post hate comments just to hate, you can learn to differentiate between the 2 and ignore the useless hate.)

I'd be glad to completely forgive you as long as you don't repeat the nonsense you've been causing. And I hope everything going on in your life would get better as time goes by.

But after some time apart I couldn't stay away. No matter what happened I was still attached to this place and I love it here.

That's just called addiction and I've tried to leave a few times before too. uh..

 

[_The13thDoctor_]

Meh. I don't really care if you're sorry or not. Just don't be as childish, and overreacting over everything. And stop taking stuff, especially genuine criticism, personally. It's meant for you to improve, not to bring hate. (some people genuinely just post hate comments just to hate, you can learn to differentiate between the 2 and ignore the useless hate.)

I'd be glad to completely forgive you as long as you don't repeat the nonsense you've been causing. And I hope everything going on in your life would get better as time goes by.

That's just called addiction and I've tried to leave a few times before too. uh..

I remeber when I joined CubeCraft I was so toxic but i've changed a lot actually as long I am here then I enjoy every second. And yeah everyone deserves a second chance.

Well, everyone deserves a second chance, you're forgiven : )

Thanks all!

 

[Lilleh__]

I've not rly seen you be toxic here, but its nice to see those who did see forgive you. As for your irl situation, I feel rly sry for you that a friend committed suicide. F. I can relate, one of my irl friends who I used to go school with is struggling with depression after one of the best and most popular staff members at the school we went to killed himself. Then there's the family member that's cut off all communication, I hope (s)he's still alive and hasn',t also committed suicide. I've already given condolences to your great aunt and I encourage others to aswell. Do whatever helps you get through this tough time, I hope you get through it. If you want any supportive words at any time feel free to start a conversation with me for them.

 

[_The13thDoctor_]

I've not rly seen you be toxic here, but its nice to see those who did see forgive you. As for your irl situation, I feel rly sry for you that a friend committed suicide. F. I can relate, one of my irl friends who I used to go school with is struggling with depression after one of the best and most popular staff members at the school we went to killed himself. Then there's the family member that's cut off all communication, I hope (s)he's still alive and hasn',t also committed suicide. I've already given condolences to your great aunt and I encourage others to aswell. Do whatever helps you get through this tough time, I hope you get through it. If you want any supportive words at any time feel free to start a conversation with me for them.

Thanks so much, man! Your very kind! <3

 

[Deleted member 59979]

You were never a particularly bad person. I always liked how you brought a new perspective to stuff and you made the place actually interesting at times.

I'm sorry to hear about your real life situation. I've been in similar situations personally so I'd you ever need someone to talk to then just send me a DM on discord (Azalea#1080) or start a conversation.

 

[_The13thDoctor_]

You were never a particularly bad person. I always liked how you brought a new perspective to stuff and you made the place actually interesting at times.

I'm sorry to hear about your real life situation. I've been in similar situations personally so I'd you ever need someone to talk to then just send me a DM on discord (Azalea#1080) or start a conversation.

Thanks! Much appreciated! :)

Sent a friend request. :)

 

[Keanu]

Dw, it’s okie

 

[_The13thDoctor_]

Dw, it’s okie

Thanks man!

 

[MoonlightHugs]

That sounds awful :(
I dont rly play minecraft much anymore but if you ever wanna try something diff and fun and need someone to play with just hmu ^^

 

[_The13thDoctor_]

That sounds awful :(
I dont rly play minecraft much anymore but if you ever wanna try something diff and fun and need someone to play with just hmu ^^

I will definitely look into that. Thanks! :)

 

[Lilleh__]

Thanks so much, man! Your very kind! <3

Yw

 

[Siza]

apologies accepted