fhg pol #3 (real) (not click bait)

[Desiderata]

there is actually no poll!!! :3

you have been clickbaited MWAHAHAHAHA

I am announcing that FHG will no longer resume production.

I will fully surrender my status as co-writer to @Centuria, meaning if ever, she will be the one who will continue the Cubecraft FHG and all of the series if she's willing enough to. Everything I've written will no longer be considered canon and thus will have a great chance to be retconned unless Centy said otherwise.

The project unfortunately became too much to bear for me. A lot of stuff going on, a busy schedule, and an indifferent audience that doesn't even seem present at all.

But who am I really kidding here? I forced myself to do this project just to prove a point to the Hive, all out of spite. Of course, it did bite back and eventually my hate for the Hive manifested in a different way. I won't go deeper into this but I'll simplify it instead for you: I just hate writing for Minecraft servers anymore. I do not want to associate with them anymore. Also the dark side doesn't have cookies so it's not worth being a Sith.

I'm no longer comfortable writing some of the characters in the story, mostly because I don't want to associate with the community anymore and that it's awkward to write characters based off of actual people I barely even know.

After mulling it over, I figured that writing an actual original work felt way better, as well as writing silly things for my close friends to bond over. I don't wanna do all-nighters just because I can't figure out what to write and how to please a community. I JUST WANNA SLEEP MAN!!!! THAT'S LITERALLY MY BRAND!!!!!!!!! I'M AN EEPY LIBRARIAN NOT A SLEEP DEPRIVED LIBRARIAN RUNNING ON CANS OF RED BULL DAMMIT!!!!!!! (these were all said in a joking tone although I would prefer doing something healthier than whatever tomfoolery I'm doing in Cubecraft)

ok im done

im actually leaving

time to become post-infinity war farmboy thanos

SEE YA NEVER NERDS

 

[Mr Jii Gamer]

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In all this article just i see the poor cute cate and he dont deserve to be kill

 

[Centuria]

I love Des-sparkle. I love, love Des-sparkle. I'll try to keep living even if only for the day that we can finally have our sleepover, featuring IKEA sharks involved in a pillow fight, watching movies (I think we need to watch Titanic together, the music is so good), and being sleepy cats together.

Spoiler

I do foresee myself writing the Cubecraft selection process, whenever I come up with how it was to work and how the plot should go. In fact, I really want to and there are ideas forming inside my head right meow.

However, it's probably not anytime soon. I think I'll never be free again. I feel like I'm already over the period where people have a lot of time on their hands - now I have finals and state exams to worry about coming up (thanks New York State, it's a great pleasure to watch everyone else already off for the summer), and I'm so constantly inadequate that I've been constantly thinking about giving up on trying on a daily basis.

I'll probably put off important things to write anyways, but since I first came up with this idea (August 2020... it's not a good thing that time passes this fast, in fact I hate it) what I want to write shifted a lot. I doubt that I can take the story in that direction without it going at least a little bit wrong (it's supposed to be a fiery process to be selected as a team anyways).

Oh well, rant over. You see, Centy-sparkle is actually supposed to be working on a project right meow in which she has to make a song parody about an important piece of US history. I haven't even started drafting the lyrics yet and I'm going to my friend's house to record it TOMORROW. Oops.

 

[Dualninja]

Go to bed, you deserve it, and good luck in writing whatever story you want to. I know from experience that forcing yourself to write something that you hate is exhausting.