quitting (rant)

[Desiderata]

if youre too lazy to read what i have to say basically i uninstalled minecraft and won't be reinstalling it

this game gave me anger issues with me actually breaking valued stuff on purpose and i dont think thats healthy at all

i honestly feel the same for fhg, i feel like quitting given how i can't improve and how no one gives feedback

(full thing below proceed with caution)

Spoiler

recently i just uninstalled minecraft with the intent of not coming back again (yes, that means goodbye cubecraft and thank you for everything)

i've decided to do this after i broke my mouse's left button by tearing it apart (yes, the one i posted in my status) because i got genuinely angry over someone being really annoying in-game, this is clearly unhealthy destructive behavior i somehow obtained and i need to eliminate this unhealthy mechanism by removing the triggers

it was because of someone i beat in a sumo tournament in a diff server and they kept on rematching and actually beat me four times in a row and acted somewhat cocky about it like I GET THAT I'M BAD ALRIGHT people really needed to rub it in

i know i'm guilty of doing something similar before and i personally didn't mind anyone doing something like this to me (given how this is a stupid block game played by 9-11 or so year-olds so it's something that isn't taken seriously) but this really pissed me off enough to reach my breaking point

again, normally i just keep my cool but the constant thought of not being able to get better or be good enough for other more experienced players keeps on replaying in my mind over and over and over and over again and it just gets proven right because of how horrid i am at literally anything i do

this is literally the only thing i go to when i need to destress yet somehow i find myself unnecessarily breaking stuff or on the verge of crying after, i don't even know what to do anymore, I quit.

before that I've been considering quitting the game since last month given how much bull I'm getting with this stupid game and-- I'm sorry for this-- this equally stupid server run by people who simply didn't care or aren't competent enough to fix things or listen to the community, like whatever happened today is surely a sign that maybe i should really quit the game as a whole.

as well as the fact that there's nobody else out there to personally train me, I just figured everything out by myself and I'm afraid I can't go any further with how repetitive my routine and my gameplay is

if I'm being honest I've been feeling the same for the forumer's hunger games story

I don't even know what to do anymore, I can't improve at all and I can't satisfy my readers enough, like you've seen it and you know it yourself with how the april fool's special turned out

without feedback I literally do not know what the hell do I do, and if I keep on doing something deemed as low quality, people would just brush it off or just mock how bad or how much of a joke it is

I'm not even sure whether or not I should continue the story

maybe I will but if no one cares I'll just write for myself, kinda like a schrodinger's cat situation but then again who the hell is going to read it

rant over

thank you for your time, goodbye

with that I've decided that I'm genuinely taking a break until I feel better again without engaging in things I convinced myself would make me feel better

goodbye everyone, thank you for everything

 

[Mr Jii Gamer]

if youre too lazy to read what i have to say basically i uninstalled minecraft and won't be reinstalling it

this game gave me anger issues with me actually breaking valued stuff on purpose and i dont think thats healthy at all

i honestly feel the same for fhg, i feel like quitting given how i can't improve and how no one gives feedback

(full thing below proceed with caution)

Spoiler

recently i just uninstalled minecraft with the intent of not coming back again (yes, that means goodbye cubecraft and thank you for everything)

i've decided to do this after i broke my mouse's left button by tearing it apart (yes, the one i posted in my status) because i got genuinely angry over someone being really annoying in-game, this is clearly unhealthy destructive behavior i somehow obtained and i need to eliminate this unhealthy mechanism by removing the triggers

it was because of someone i beat in a sumo tournament in a diff server and they kept on rematching and actually beat me four times in a row and acted somewhat cocky about it like I GET THAT I'M BAD ALRIGHT people really needed to rub it in

i know i'm guilty of doing something similar before and i personally didn't mind anyone doing something like this to me (given how this is a stupid block game played by 9-11 or so year-olds so it's something that isn't taken seriously) but this really pissed me off enough to reach my breaking point

again, normally i just keep my cool but the constant thought of not being able to get better or be good enough for other more experienced players keeps on replaying in my mind over and over and over and over again and it just gets proven right because of how horrid i am at literally anything i do

this is literally the only thing i go to when i need to destress yet somehow i find myself unnecessarily breaking stuff or on the verge of crying after, i don't even know what to do anymore, I quit.

before that I've been considering quitting the game since last month given how much bull I'm getting with this stupid game and-- I'm sorry for this-- this equally stupid server run by people who simply didn't care or aren't competent enough to fix things or listen to the community, like whatever happened today is surely a sign that maybe i should really quit the game as a whole.

as well as the fact that there's nobody else out there to personally train me, I just figured everything out by myself and I'm afraid I can't go any further with how repetitive my routine and my gameplay is

if I'm being honest I've been feeling the same for the forumer's hunger games story

I don't even know what to do anymore, I can't improve at all and I can't satisfy my readers enough, like you've seen it and you know it yourself with how the april fool's special turned out

without feedback I literally do not know what the hell do I do, and if I keep on doing something deemed as low quality, people would just brush it off or just mock how bad or how much of a joke it is

I'm not even sure whether or not I should continue the story

maybe I will but if no one cares I'll just write for myself, kinda like a schrodinger's cat situation but then again who the hell is going to read it

rant over

thank you for your time, goodbye

with that I've decided that I'm genuinely taking a break until I feel better again without engaging in things I convinced myself would make me feel better

goodbye everyone, thank you for everything

Goodbye and take care of your self

 

[Desiderata]

thanks @Mr Jii Gamer

update: to those who are wondering about future fhg chapters, I won't give up just yet

future releases will be posted regardless (but please please please please feedback is highly appreciated) but not by me, maybe by Centy or a well-known forumer I'm close with

 

[winterbear73788]

if youre too lazy to read what i have to say basically i uninstalled minecraft and won't be reinstalling it

this game gave me anger issues with me actually breaking valued stuff on purpose and i dont think thats healthy at all

i honestly feel the same for fhg, i feel like quitting given how i can't improve and how no one gives feedback

(full thing below proceed with caution)

Spoiler

recently i just uninstalled minecraft with the intent of not coming back again (yes, that means goodbye cubecraft and thank you for everything)

i've decided to do this after i broke my mouse's left button by tearing it apart (yes, the one i posted in my status) because i got genuinely angry over someone being really annoying in-game, this is clearly unhealthy destructive behavior i somehow obtained and i need to eliminate this unhealthy mechanism by removing the triggers

it was because of someone i beat in a sumo tournament in a diff server and they kept on rematching and actually beat me four times in a row and acted somewhat cocky about it like I GET THAT I'M BAD ALRIGHT people really needed to rub it in

i know i'm guilty of doing something similar before and i personally didn't mind anyone doing something like this to me (given how this is a stupid block game played by 9-11 or so year-olds so it's something that isn't taken seriously) but this really pissed me off enough to reach my breaking point

again, normally i just keep my cool but the constant thought of not being able to get better or be good enough for other more experienced players keeps on replaying in my mind over and over and over and over again and it just gets proven right because of how horrid i am at literally anything i do

this is literally the only thing i go to when i need to destress yet somehow i find myself unnecessarily breaking stuff or on the verge of crying after, i don't even know what to do anymore, I quit.

before that I've been considering quitting the game since last month given how much bull I'm getting with this stupid game and-- I'm sorry for this-- this equally stupid server run by people who simply didn't care or aren't competent enough to fix things or listen to the community, like whatever happened today is surely a sign that maybe i should really quit the game as a whole.

as well as the fact that there's nobody else out there to personally train me, I just figured everything out by myself and I'm afraid I can't go any further with how repetitive my routine and my gameplay is

if I'm being honest I've been feeling the same for the forumer's hunger games story

I don't even know what to do anymore, I can't improve at all and I can't satisfy my readers enough, like you've seen it and you know it yourself with how the april fool's special turned out

without feedback I literally do not know what the hell do I do, and if I keep on doing something deemed as low quality, people would just brush it off or just mock how bad or how much of a joke it is

I'm not even sure whether or not I should continue the story

maybe I will but if no one cares I'll just write for myself, kinda like a schrodinger's cat situation but then again who the hell is going to read it

rant over

thank you for your time, goodbye

with that I've decided that I'm genuinely taking a break until I feel better again without engaging in things I convinced myself would make me feel better

goodbye everyone, thank you for everything

I am quitting as well sad to see myself go away from this community

 

[Dualninja]

It's been an honour to get to know you. It's sad to see you leaving the community, but if you need to step away for mental health reasons I totally get that. I wish you the best of luck with whatever you hope to do in the future, farewell.

 

[WorriedSkate940]

I will miss you Goodbye Desiderata

 

[Casualpoalrbear]

Take as long as you need to Desiderata. Take as long a break you need and want. . I'll hope to see you on here again eventually but if I don't then so long man. It was great knowing you.

 

[Cube Nerd]

yeah, for a simple game of hitting people and createing KB to start comboes, it is way to complicated, and EXTREMELY unintuitive, it is really hard to know what to work on to get better, and yeah, Cube sucks, they really really have for the past few years, I hope you can find a better new game, or something offline

 

[Reesle]

It was nice getting to know you. Thank you for all of your contributions to this community, it is very appreciated. I hope everything works out irl.
Will definitely miss seeing you around :(

 

[winterbear73788]

BTW I forgot to say this but
Goodbye we'll miss you and best of luck for you your life and enjoy

 

[Loskol]

Goodbye and thank you for everything!

 

[TheOrderOfSapphire]

if youre too lazy to read what i have to say basically i uninstalled minecraft and won't be reinstalling it

this game gave me anger issues with me actually breaking valued stuff on purpose and i dont think thats healthy at all

i honestly feel the same for fhg, i feel like quitting given how i can't improve and how no one gives feedback

(full thing below proceed with caution)

Spoiler

recently i just uninstalled minecraft with the intent of not coming back again (yes, that means goodbye cubecraft and thank you for everything)

i've decided to do this after i broke my mouse's left button by tearing it apart (yes, the one i posted in my status) because i got genuinely angry over someone being really annoying in-game, this is clearly unhealthy destructive behavior i somehow obtained and i need to eliminate this unhealthy mechanism by removing the triggers

it was because of someone i beat in a sumo tournament in a diff server and they kept on rematching and actually beat me four times in a row and acted somewhat cocky about it like I GET THAT I'M BAD ALRIGHT people really needed to rub it in

i know i'm guilty of doing something similar before and i personally didn't mind anyone doing something like this to me (given how this is a stupid block game played by 9-11 or so year-olds so it's something that isn't taken seriously) but this really pissed me off enough to reach my breaking point

again, normally i just keep my cool but the constant thought of not being able to get better or be good enough for other more experienced players keeps on replaying in my mind over and over and over and over again and it just gets proven right because of how horrid i am at literally anything i do

this is literally the only thing i go to when i need to destress yet somehow i find myself unnecessarily breaking stuff or on the verge of crying after, i don't even know what to do anymore, I quit.

before that I've been considering quitting the game since last month given how much bull I'm getting with this stupid game and-- I'm sorry for this-- this equally stupid server run by people who simply didn't care or aren't competent enough to fix things or listen to the community, like whatever happened today is surely a sign that maybe i should really quit the game as a whole.

as well as the fact that there's nobody else out there to personally train me, I just figured everything out by myself and I'm afraid I can't go any further with how repetitive my routine and my gameplay is

if I'm being honest I've been feeling the same for the forumer's hunger games story

I don't even know what to do anymore, I can't improve at all and I can't satisfy my readers enough, like you've seen it and you know it yourself with how the april fool's special turned out

without feedback I literally do not know what the hell do I do, and if I keep on doing something deemed as low quality, people would just brush it off or just mock how bad or how much of a joke it is

I'm not even sure whether or not I should continue the story

maybe I will but if no one cares I'll just write for myself, kinda like a schrodinger's cat situation but then again who the hell is going to read it

rant over

thank you for your time, goodbye

with that I've decided that I'm genuinely taking a break until I feel better again without engaging in things I convinced myself would make me feel better

goodbye everyone, thank you for everything

Take as long a break as you need and want my friend. When you feel like it can you always return what matters is that you are doing well. I will miss you my friend <3

 

[endertom100]

i haven’t seen you much since i just started on Sunday but i’m really hoping you start to feel better. i’m so sorry that you had to deal with that stuff and i really really hope you feel better soon.

 

[Amacchi]

I'm really sorry to hear things aren't working out for you, still won't forget the day we met lol. As for FHG i'll still be looking forward to reading new chapters when I have the time, ignore the negative comments as they have nothing meaningful to contribute besides their own opinion. Wishing you the best of luck

 

[JokeKaedee]

I'm sorry to hear your time just isn't as fun as it used to be anymore. However, taking care of yourself and taking a much-needed break is NEVER a bad thing. I hope you'll feel better soon <333

 

[UncleSpect]

GoodBye my friend! I will miss you and take care!

 

[Desiderata]

i know i'm late and some of you guys already know this but i'm done with taking a break now that i've graduated and currently on break

i'd still be a bit busy or i won't be very active because of college requirements and me being really bored with the server quite easily lol

chapter 4 is still being written but on a really slow pace though there won't be a significant quality increase so don't higher your expectations

i'm glad to be a part of this community, thanks guys